I am even more ashamed to admit that he was the first person to actually pee on me. hardcore porn Professional mental health people tell me over and over that it wasn’t my fault but I carry so much guilt for the times I would go to him and seduce my way into his attention. I was also spanked on my thighs, lower back and even between my legs. But I was terrified and I hurt down there like nothing I had ever imagined. I wasn’t ready to feel part of another person’s body push inside me. She would never tell me why but she never had any relationship with my biological father. But he made me feel ashamed for telling him that and showed me with movies and TV that was how people love each other. I learned the scent of pre-cum, maybe old urine, and sweat in the pubic area.
