I didn’t know where the knowledge came from, but I was suddenly sure of it. Porn “Jesus…” I swore quietly, amazed at how intense it had felt. Guilt about keeping it from my sister, yes. “This doesn’t have to be anything more than… Guilt about having to ignore Jessica’s love for me because I didn’t feel the same way… I’m a horny, disgusting slut.”
Her words surprised me, and confused me. “Go.” I said, releasing her. She seemed to reconsider, closing her mouth and shaking her head. She tried to nod, but couldn’t move her head. When I’m thinking about you, it’s like… “What is it?” I asked automatically, immediately uncertain if I even wanted to know. “Jessica.” I said, louder. it’s good to hear you actually talking about something you’re interested in.”
“Hm.”, was all I responded with. The people I’d talked to, and the things I’d read there had really influenced my personal morality.
