‘You could find out here and now how it would feel’ – as his words sunk in, I realised what he was suggesting. The Company usually do their play annually in May and start all the rehearsals etc. XXX When she first read it, she though ‘Oh No!!’ Extravert that she is, it initially seemed too much, the director said it should be a bit like Barbra Winsor – ‘carry on’ style’ blink and they’d miss it he said. I didn’t have to but somehow I felt good explaining my role and that as I was also Viv’s understudy there was a possibility I would have been even more exposed, talking about it in front of them was like a gentle masturbation, my wetness was growing. I went back downstairs to find all the boys were in the lounge with snacks and drinks.
