Christmas finally comes with no worries as I wake to hearing both my son and nephew crying. Eporner I get the feeling him and Jack are up to something as I see Jack coming back with his hands behind his back. I take her hand in mine smiling at her. It’s about 5 minutes later Adam comes in placing a hand on my left shoulder leaning down with a smile looking at his two nephews. I run to the door giddy like a school girl. As I hold both of them I smile knowing next Christmas will be better with the boys being a year old. Jack sets the camera on the coffee table after pulling it out some. I’ve sorta forgiven my son and the girls as have the other parents but they know that we are still missing our son and their brother. It was a new year now and the coming months meant
